2009
I fall totally and completely in love with you all over again
by blackgoldfish" fall in love with you just thinking about you, remembering all the memories we' ve made: falling in love for the first time, staying in love during the rough times, finding more to love about each other every day. "
2008
第一最愛讓我去愛第二最愛
by blackgoldfish「寶寶打算給我打造一幅以數千張塚兒的相片組合而成的超大海報」
「製作這幅大海報的技術好像叫 Mazaika Mosaic 。」
「會為你的最愛做這些事嗎?你懂得製造浪漫嗎?你懂得投其所好嗎?所有浪漫的事情本身也是很無聊,但是沒有無聊的時刻,那有生活的情趣呢?」
會,或不會
by blackgoldfish「我唯有更珍惜我們當中那些微小的幸福,那些微小的確定,那些微小的感動。我尋求我們之間那些許的微小,它們加起來時的力量,你可曾想像過,足以改變我的整個人生的微小,在小房子裡一點一點累積起來。我獨自在黑暗的房子裡安靜地微笑,因為一切都太美好,我有時,會在房子裡,安靜地流淚。」
peace
by blackgoldfish"My breathing has slowed and changed to a calmer rhythym. Then I look down in my arms to find her asleep - drifted off to the sounds of our everyday. [...] This is her special lullaby."
As people who are missing each other...
by blackgoldfish"When I am thinking and beginning to feel dizzy, I wonder if there is a language that's complex enough to say everything we want to say. I could just say that I'm missing you but it's not enough."
to be loved
by blackgoldfish"To love is a wonderful thing,but to be loved is everything"
"結束通話之前,他總是會輕輕的用國語說:我愛你。不過現在司機聽熟了,會微微笑,去中國出差的時候,更是引出不少笑容。老法尷尬的抱怨過,不能講英文,誰不知道I love you是什麼意思,je t’aime也一般的國際化。我提醒他,也不可以講泰文喔,司機泰國人,用日文也不行,司機以前的雇主是日本人,老法氣了,大大聲的用西班牙文喊:我愛我老婆不可以嗎?
當然可以啊,你個傻佬,臉頰熱熱的,我笑了。"
《花與愛麗絲》:永恆停駐的少女光彩
by blackgoldfish「記得一開始,你只是想要牽看看她的手,沒想過當她的體溫傳來的瞬間,你會突然明白「親近」的定義。漸漸地你發現你已不再是原來的你,當她不在身邊時你覺得自己缺了一塊、每一次短暫的道別都是令人泫然的儀式。當你一段時間沒有聽見她的聲音,你覺得自己似乎在流浪、而心裡滿滿的是想家的感覺。」
愛情證據
by blackgoldfish感謝這七張紙提醒我,人世似流水,變化不息,切莫再要求別人作自己生命中美麗的「愛情標本」。他是另一個活生生的人,愛是全然信任並成全他本來的樣子,愛是超越批評算計。
2007
張可樂:「親愛的,很多話我都要跟你說。」/影像詩 展
by blackgoldfish「親愛的很多事我都要跟你說,我想我是一個總是滔滔不絕的人。無時無刻都愛拿鏡頭對著身邊所有的人事物。這是我愛你的方式,我想告訴你,我無時無刻都在感受你的存在。一張張停格的畫面都是一句句我寫給你的情詩。你看我從來都不曾停止。」
Mommy stone
by blackgoldfish"But how can I see the kisses? How do they get in there?" He is earnest, almost crying, and suddenly I'm over come too. I wrap him in the dark, kissing his cheeks a hundred times, tears suddenly, unexpectedly wet on my cheeks. "You can't see them, you can feel them when you rub the Mommy stone on your cheek. Because I love you, and I put the kisses in there just for you" I say.
收集是為了走路
by blackgoldfish「母親是一個家庭的說書人,母親也常是一個家庭的心靈大柱,她做的事情雖然多又煩瑣,她或安靜或高昂處理事情時,卻又影響一個家庭的基調深遠。我常在媽媽的節儉行為裡,看到我自己為什麼會這樣清心寡慾 (從不打扮的另一種說法)。我從女兒凡事尋求我認同的眼神裡,看到母親對子女可以產生的深刻影響 -- 從前媽對我的,現在我對女兒的。」